Happiness

Well now I am sure off the project , and surprisingly (for me), I am exited about my candy land happiness project .
 There a lot of lessons I have learned this quarter, some from the journal writing class, but many also from my other psy classes.
 So my game is going to be all the little lessons I have learned, about happiness, sadness , emptiness, and contentment.
 So My big question before I started this class was , Why am I not fully happy, When every thing in my life says happy is what I should be.
 But I feel so grateful that I found the answer to my question I had, I know why I just never seemed to feel contentment in my heart.
 Turns out I have been running after a life with extrinsic value ONLY, a life I believed ,,that will make my mom proud . And on this way I forgot what I wanted , what brought me joy . Crazy huh , as a child if some one told me that I would have a problem figuring out what I wanted , I would think I had lost my mind.
Some times You live your life only to learn what you already once knew . 
  Since I realized i was on a journey to an inevitable dissatisfying life  I started trying to figure out what I want, and I am still figuring out a lot ... But either way I am happy to say ,  I am feeling happy again !!!! Truly content, enjoying my education, enjoying my friends, enjoying my mother , and of course my dear Erik :D  Just happy !!!!